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i dun understand.
really i dun...

why everybody's mother i so understanding yet the mother of mine is so unreasonable. i already try to tok it out nicely to her. yet she tick me off without listing wad i have done wrong. friends around me.. heard from them that their mother always listen to them.. understand them and care for them.. is it not that she didnt care for me, is jus that.. * i also dunno how to explain *. i understand that * jia jia you ben nan nian de jing *, i cant really compare to them.. but i really wish to have a family whom i can really confine my problems to..

whenever you encounter something, the first person you go to will be their mother or any of your family members right ? ya, when i encounter the pervert the last time.. i did not tell any of my family members. they know nothing until now ~ u can see how bad the relationship of my family and i were like.. i was lost at that time.. i had no one to go to.. now, only these few girls i can go to, and i appreciate their kindness.

i am sick today so i cant attend my religious class tonight. i already explain that i cant go, i am really sick.. but she jus say this is an excuse. wad for i give this excuse ?? and she explain only if i go she will go. wth. jus bcos of some probs we encounter few months ago, she stop going to the classes. and she goes only if i goes.. sometimes, my bros and i were wondering has she really grown up ? unreasonable..

but i admit that they do care for us.. in fact they put in alot of efforts to bring us up.. we from a very poor family, everyday having problems for our meals, to a family that we can get wad we desires now.. i studied so hard jus to earn a little respect for my family. we were being looked down jus bcos we cant studied, we are poor. that is so ridiculous.. we cant study not bcos we are stupid.. we are poor not bcos we cant afford wad u ppl can afford alright..

i dun care who saw my this post. happy or not ~ is okay with me. i jus wan to say wad i am feeling now.

and ya, i have no choice but to accompany my mum to religious class despite my acheness at my whole body. tml i have to go for some work training again. hope that everything went smoothly for me. byes.

Everything was fine. i was in very good mood. until that call rang up to me. and it changed my mood completely. it is always happening at the wrong timing. but strange thing is, i felt relieve hearing i will be leaving soon. i dunno why, but i jus noe the feeling of relieve is there.

Richard is leaving soon. back to his hometown Indonesia. so, we had this gathering today to send him off. well, richard takecare ! rmb OUR pressies ~ today, group of us went to sentosa in the morning. i have to say.. our group of girls and guys are getting more and more bond each time. i am glad. =) we played vollyball, burrying ppl etc. really have a great time with u guys today. and i apologise for leaving early for my work training today. but we did enjoy too at the pool area. =) it is really fun ! =D and.. thanks gary !! once again..

mella did not join us today =( wy also.. i miss both of u !! =S soon i will be working. and my working hour is like from 10 morning to 10 night. wth.. i gonna miss u guys lots.. work so long yet, my pay is like.. low ? hais.. i rather regret taking up this job loh. but everything is too late..

to that lady: why cant u sit down and listen everytime i tok to u ? why is it that u are so unreasonable.. cant u try to understand me more ? everytime i had to compromise with u .. WHY ?!

sweet sorrow.. i really wanted to blog how i am feeling now. but something jus stop me from doing so. i jus cant make myself to type those words on my mind at this very moment. someone told me ~ is either to '' **** '' or to '' s****r '' ~ you can choose. but i choose the one that many scolded me stupid. ya i am.. but wad's wrong with that.. everythings i have done, i jus ask for the smiles. every smiles brighten my day.

em.. i think i am getting sick soon. pls ~ no... thanks ! i did not really take any photos today.. so ya. no photos !

tada ! gone -

hmm... where should i start ??

this morning ? yea.. woke up @ 10.30. meeting cherie @ 12.30. i was almost late, cos i forget to take the phone i am lending to yf. so run back home to take loh. but in the end she dun need it. =.= hahaz. so ya, i was on time. it is so squeezy in the bus. i was kiap in between two uncles den their hands cross in front of my face.. =.= den i fast fast move away. hump ! i cant see a thing alright ~ lols.

alighted the bus and met cherie, her sis, liping and yixian. =D went to expo den. ya, i had a fun time. meet new friends too. =) have a great time playing and singing together. but mella and cass is sick. HEY, do takecare yea ?? drink more water. =D cherie also soon to get sick ~ =( takecare too cherie !

ok. went home with wy and her sis. wow ~ we crap alot on the way. haha ! i got home early today.. bro's friends are here too ~ Ruiyan jie jie is here too !! so long no see her le.. miss her so much.. lols.. they MAJONG again. lols. yifang planning to come my house every friday night to watch ghost show. LOLS ! dan xiao gui ~ haha.. kidding* i more worst than her. LOLS !

suddenly something struck my mind.
WHAT IF,

i never move house ? still staying in yishun with my childhood friends ?
- i think i wont be able to meet my group of friends i have now. but i had lost contact with my childhood friends. =S. so.. '' when u gain something, you loss something. "

that's wad i learn today. we must not be greedy. =)
p.s. : there's no other meaning hidden inside this post. jus something that struck in my mind.. LOLS..

tadas !
gone.

alright today i ps-ed elix and went to visit my grandma =) actually planned to go elix house to watch final destination 3 den evening go amirah's house but in the end the plan was changed. -amirah, takecare yea ?- so i went to grandma's place. went to J8 with my cousin-in-law. she did medi and pedi cure, both for just 30 bucks ~ man ! so cheap. cheaper den wad we have done in bugis. so ya, went to fetch shermain from her grandma's place. we were playing so noisily in the car ~ haha ! she is jus so cute !! love her.

heard smth from my cousin. ='( he had only left with 6 months of life. i teared, but not infront of him. FUCK that particular TTS hospital's doctor. if he didnt give the wrong record. wrong assumption.. my cousin would not have suffered !! his tumor grow from 6cm to 18cm !! jus bcos of his carelessness !! hey u stupid doc, a life is in your hand, how can u be so CARELESS !! my cousin had really suffered alot. his daughter is still young. i jus hate that stupid idiotic doctor !! i wan sue sue YOU !! i hate u !! if anything really happen to my cousin ~ i'll NEVER forgive u ! NEVER !

ok. finished vending my anger. lols. feel so much better. =) jus finished cleaning up my room ~ WOW i confirm will have a nice sleep tonight. =)) the nice smell in my room ~ wow ~ lols ! alright.. sleeping soon !! night !! tml going out with cherie n mella... meeting wy zen jy too =DD

i went for the interview today. kinda successful. starting job on dec 1st. only have one off per week. gonna miss all my frens yea ~ cos will be spending lesser time with u guys. =( do visit me at parkmall !! lols. =DD well, i have to learn how to pierce ear ~ =S scare leh... hahaz...

after that, meet wy den go cherie house. i watched tv, the rest playing comp. LOLS. have a fun time laughing ~ =DDD den went to amron's house. TOOK lots of photos.

after amron's house, went to J8. walk walk... take photos ! =D i have to say... yifang really looks like a ghost !! ahhh ~~ elix is really blur today too. shant say much. =.= LOLS. have lots of fun today...

well, 6 more days of fun for me only..
tml going elix's house first, den amirah's house !! =DD fun fun !!
sunday, going for the carolling training..
monday.. cycling with girls at pasir ris..
tuesday not confirm... maybe go jurong swim OR go sentosa with the guys n girls.
wednesday.. haven plan.. LOLS.

alright.. PHOTOS !!



YEAH ! prom is over. i didnt cry. =)
i had a great time with my girls and the guys.
we take many many photos, we sing, we eat, we dance !! hurray ~
table 23 is a lucky table !! our table won 7 prizes in the lucky draw !! lols.
*cheers*
i jus miss the times we spend together. ='(
i will miss u guys ~
right after prom, went to find bro and his frens.
LOLS.
playing pool. =.=
anyway quite fun too. bro's friends so funny. lols.
after that go home loh. went home quite early.
the girls went for movies.
got to wake up early this morning to pei daddy go bishan for some paper work. den go SGH to take medicines with dad. den go changi hospital with bro for his surgery. BUT it is postpone again. tonight having some dinner with family.

tml got job interview ~ den think going amron's house later in the afternoon. alright is photos TIME !





today i broke my record ! =)
i came home at 6 plus. so far, the earliest time i reached home. hahaz. i was tired today, ya so.. go home early sleep loh.. :)
WELL WELL,
Os finally end !!! hurray !!! i scream ~~ so damn happy. stress less !!

alright this is wad happen today, morning went to school LATE. hahaz. purposly de mah, cos last day le. cindy miss call me SEVEN times. xia dao wo leh. hahaz. anyway thanks girl ! after paper went to rm with cindy. she buy pipagao for her bro. she left early cos later she got DATE. hehes. =) den saw gary and gang. sat down while waiting for my mum. have to apologise to gary =S i point him my middle finger cos i thought it was him who said that* in fact it is that stupid RICHARD ! damn ~ alright.. will try not to say that F*** word le. looks vulgur eh ? hahaz. ok den mum came, went ntuc.. went to pet shop.. haha !! play with doggies !!! so cute man ~ maybe i can work in the pet shop ?? hmmm.. hahaz.

after that go home, prepare and meet the girls at cp. went to bugis point den bugis village. well, elix yf and i did medi n pedi cure ~ i like mine !! elix's one very nice !! yf's very WILD ~ hoho.. we sit until our butt cramp ~ lols.. after that walk walk loh.. walk until 6 plus cherie and i go off first.. talk alot in the train. =) px called me, asked me about his outfit again. lols. tml den called me again to go help him for his outfit.

tml plans : morning meeting px, den going cherie house. =D

YES !! prom is coming !!!!!!! and ya, i am working soon. very soon.. $$$$



i went missing for the pass two days.
miss me?? hahaz.

alright this is wad happen the pass two days...

Friday 17/11/06
went out with yifang shuchen peiyun mella cherie and mella's sis,cass. yifang and mella TRIM their eyebrow ~ wow ! very pretty !!! =)) ya, cherie and peiyun tried their dress !! all look so cute and pretty. but they have yet to buy.. =)) well, they definitely will look very pretty on that day !! FOR SURE.. yifang bought her dress too. PRETTY PRETTY !! hahaz. at night, we took lots of photos.. !!! PHOTOS !!! rocks !!! but, around 8 peixiang called me to go find him and his gang at fareast to help him see his outfit for prom. ask me fast fast go. =,= den i went loh.. brought yifang sc n py to shaw house for their dinner first.. den went to fareast AGAIN. gary is there with his cousin too.. PEIXIANG looks HANDSOME man.. lols ! went to one shop, den the salesman thought i am his gf !! den i say NO !! lols. cos i was helping him to hold his stuffs while he trying mah.. hahaz. after that, we went off to PS. chatted with gary for the whole journey. LOLS. my bro coming to fetch me mah, den he n kc pei me wait at ps while the rest went off first. but kc left earlier too. so left gary pei me wait. we talk alot man. wad a nice guy rite ?? lols. NO. 1 nice nice guy.. hahaz.. he said i SLIM down le.. !! hahaz.. thanks gary ! =)) after that bro come fetch me den he go off loh.. bro bring me to go find his friends.. went to east coast.. play play talk talk until 3 den go home.. tired.. den sleep loh.. no time for comp..

Saturday 18/11/06
morning went out with ky to buy her prom stuffs. she bought a dress !! lols. NICE NICE !! well, i found a job liao.. at bugis.. hahaz.. not confirm yet.. that auntie will call me soon. =)) after that went to hou for my facial and eyebrow trim.. very shuang..=.= lols. den go find fam for dinner... bros bringing me out again.. KTV ! we tooks lots of video.. ALL VERY FUNNY !! hahaz.. will upload here !! and ONE THING !!! my bros and his friends can sing very well.. LOLs.. after ktv at 1am, we went to the seletar dam chat. that is lame ! =.= den went to yishun for supper. man ~ will fat leh.. LOLS ! talk talk eat eat play play until 3 plus den go home.. make my stuffs 4 den sleep..

Sunday 19/11/06
jus woke up at 12 plus. almost done with my stuffs for prom.. the necklas i bought doesnt suits leh.. hmm... i tues den go make my hair.. my bro's fren bringing me over to make my hair den go home den to the country club for prom ! lols.. he say wan to be my bf for that day only.. LOLS.. anyway thanks kor kor !! =))

photos and video !! coming soon....

CHEERS ! finally, Os is coming to an end.

one more paper on monday. and is all MCQ. ya, so... =)). went shopping today ! damn. my stamina has weaken. LOLS. in the end, alicia is the final winner. she becomes the QUEEN ! and i become the PRINCESS ! hoho ~ alright. tml going out again. i am dead tired. packing my room now. and I BOUGHT LOTS OF STUFFS TODAY ! hurray !!!! i jus love shopping =) cos it makes you forget all those unhappy stuffs. =))

"SHOP MORE, SMILE MORE, PAY MORE =.= "

photos on the way....

check out cass' blog for more photos ! =D takecare ppl.

all the best to those taking hist elective paper tml =)

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SECOND BRO !!!

my mood was really bad last night and this morning.
but after i get out of my house today, my mood was back as usual again.
hahaz.
topics for today:

(1) THANKS THE RAIN !
RAIN, as in those water droplets from the sky, NOT the korean RAIN alright. =.= lols. okays. here is wad really happen... it was around 1 plus, and outside was raining cats and dogs. i cant go anyway. BUT i am rushing for time. cos i meeting ky at cp. so i had no choice but to buy an umbrella from BALENO. this is when i met this handsome guy ~ he is really friendly. =) chat and joke with me. hahaz. ya, so i jus went off after that. hmmm...maybe i can consider working there after my Os ? =D well, i did mention before that i am not intrested with handsome guys anymore rtie ? em.. believe me ? i doubt so. cos i dun believe wad i say too ! opps=X

(2) CP mac
i met up with ky at cp. sitting at mac, opp pizza hut when i notice this guy ! that yifang mentioned. lols. cute =) ky and i were revising really hard for the amath tml. LAST BIG PAPER for me. *cheers* hahaz. went to toilet SAW zen n jy, den we were like ''Ah..'' so happy to see them. really miss them. LOLS. after that go back mac find ky. ky n i dun wan study liao den join jy n zen walk around cp loh. after that go zen's house slack. hahaz. watch the video by jia ling '' TING MA MA DE HUA '' wahaha.. so funny ! okays, den followed by superstars. =) hmm... some guys are handsome. =X

(3) LAST PAPER TML;SHOPPING TML with girls !
alright tml will be my 'last' paper, as i had mentioned. DEN shopping with girls tml too ! i am so excited. hahaz. i had already planned wad to wear to buy tml le ! =) fast yea ? hahaz. tml morning meeting cherie in school early again. hahaz. so ya ~ end yea ! byes. TAKECARE PPL !
miss ya LOTS LOTS !! -loves-

i almost vomited in the bus today. the driver is so damn IDIOTIC ! he is either too slow ~ or TOO FAST ! i was like so sick. *puke*

well, today amath paper is easy. no worries. =)
em.. i was rather tired today.
tml got tution.

and and ! tml is the puries physics paper !
all the best PEEPS ! =D

i am looking forward on 16/11 !! :)

gtg soon, sleeping...
-tadas-
takecare. :)

at this point of time, i den realised a group of very nice friends behind me, supporting me. understand me. always around to listen to me. always around to cheer me up. i know, it is too late to realise that. but i really appreciate wad they have really done for me. i jus love them.

true friends are not those who jus say it out, true friends are the ones that really understand wad you really need. understand how are you feeling rite at that moment. and most imptly they gave you the right advice.

and i also realised that, girls CAN live without guys. yes, my feelings are numb. everything is jus so 'dry' for me right this very moment. every single memories i used to have, i had kept them neatly in a box. and those wonderful times inside my heart. for which, i will nvr forget.

this is by amirah " Friends are like pieces of puzzels. If you lose a piece, it will never be completed again. i jus want you to know you are one of the pieces i cannot afford to lose. good night and sweet dreams. " that is so sweet of her! she always nvr failed to cheer me up. thanks girl ! really love you lots :)

well well, enough of all my theroy.
okays, today.. was with cass ky n wy.
had a great time studying chatting eating craping !
hmm.. mostly craping.. hahaz.
whole day was with them.
ya so there is alway fun and laughter around us.
hahaz.
I HAD A GREAT TIME TODAY. :)
OH YA ! cutie pie PEI YUN's birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~ !!

tada ! gone ~
takecare peeps.

PLEASE DUN LET MY DREAM COME TRUE !
pls ~ pls ~ pls ~
well, this morning was so terrible for me. i dreamt that i got my 'O' level results. AND i failed my english ! is an E8 ~ oh man ` PLS DUN COME TRUE. the worse thing is that the other subs i got all Bs. not a single As. =( pls pls pls. DUN COME TRUE ! feeling so stress with it. =S
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my bros celebrated their birthday ytd. bros friend came over our house and we played majong ! man ~ my bro's friend help me play den i WON 8 bucks ! hahaz. they taught me how to play too. hahaz. had a fun time playing and eating too ! ya, EAT ! i have to go on diet again. =.= DETOX !
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well, this morning.. been watching tv since 9 am until now.
nvr done a single amath qn yet.
i am lazy !
hais..
okays.
today is CINDY's birthday !
happy birthday to you.
hope you have a great time today yea ? *wink*
=X
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i feel like sleeping now. =.=
OH ! ky cant make it today. so ya, left me alone in this house.
i am bored.
but tml confirm going cass house le. =)
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-tadas-
everything is fine now.. finally..
so tired..
*can i have that wish?*
pls grant me. =S
gone !

I WENT SHOPPING TODAY!
horay ~
but the objective of this shopping is to purchase my two idiotic BRO's presents.
my elder bro's, ben, birthday is TODAY !den second bro, felix is on the 16/11 !
i was at parkway den. their present was so heavy.
i bought my elder bro a thai mattress. VERY COMFORTABLE de.
and my second bro a mini ancient majong set. :)
it is so bulky. so i decided to take a cab. but i waited for damn 20 mins. =S
YA ! very long.
den stupid traffic jam also !
so i demanded cab fare from them. hahaz.
bros and their friends are at KTV now.
coming back later for dinner. STEAMBOAT !
hoho.
well, wy and yifang never come my house today. wy, unable to make it. den yf, mama today no work. so nvr come..
LOOK forward to ky's arrival tml !! :)
hmm.. i bought two top too ! i love it. =) here is one of them. how's it ? i find it quite cool eh ? hahaz.
well, recently something happen again. and i am still wondering wad really happen. i noe.. my wadever actions, my looks, my characters and my wadever shit SUX. but no one is perfect. i noe that i have changed and i admit that. and i know my one thing really SUX. which is, i dun think before i say anything. even if i had say any hurtful words to anyone, i might not know. and i am really trying very hard to change. wadever things that you have mentioned jus summaries in one sentence, '' i am fake ''. WELL, i admit that. and i am very clear that wadever i had said or i have done doesnt earn anyones' respect. i am used to it. and i dun think i make friends jus for their popularity. am i that type of person? ONLY those who noe me well, knows. you doesnt know me well enough either. i am not angry at all now. i jus wanna make clear to everyone wad i really think of myself. i did admit that i am not a good person, i am not a good friend. wad i really hate about this now is that i dun wanna be wrongfully acused by anyone. LET everything that you dislike me OUT. and i am gladful that u really did. i was angry at first. but after deep thoughts, WHY SHOULD I ? you can hate me, you can dislike me, you can say wadever you like. but i wont take it to heart. i jus listen, forget and try to make amendments. i only jus rmb that i have a friend that i wont forget. that is you. and jus to let you know, i wont let this friendship end jus because of wad i really have done wrong. if you were to really wan to end it, i have nothing to say either. and to add-on, if any of my friends were to like dislike me, pls come to me and tell me. i dun wanna be left in the dark like i am now. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
happy birthday BEN ! -mybro-
byes.
takecares.

I CHANGE SKIN !
it looks plain, but i jus love it.
to ee shan: HEY, my skin not depress hor ! it is called style. *wink*
:)
thanks for viewing PEEPS ! hahaz.
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today went to school early to meet the girls to study.
damn elix, give me whole chunk of problems for me to solve.
solve until my head pain.
LOLs.
well, math paper was kinda demanding.
i really hope i could secure my grade. =)
but i am glad that it is OVER !
next week, i only left with amath.
next next week, sci paper 1.
Horay... den prom !
gonna work during the holidays.
earn money jus to SHOP MORE !
:)
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today, right after math paper.
rushed back home. have something on.
i was dead tired.
alright, tml my family is celebrating my FATTY bro, ben's birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR !
morning having tution.
wy is coming over to my house to mug on amath after that.
sunday, ky coming over my house again mugging on amath.
DEN monday going cass house to continue mugging too !
well, i am getting my new top on MONDAY ! yeah ~
i love that top. hahaz. thanks to cass' mum !
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i prefer to be happy :)
school is ending soon.
we wont get to see each other that often.
no use having misunderstanding amg us now.
it will jus hurt us more.
SO pls be happy.
no use brooding over and over again.
i had let go all misunderstanding.
all problems.
all sort of f/s or r/s thingy le.
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i had let go.
believe it or not.
i jus wan to start a new.
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tadas !
gone.

that incident happen a few days back somehow affect my papers the next day.
images kept flashing in front of me.
but i am trying very hard not to let it affect me.
any girl who see this type of things definitly will be affected somehow.
believe me or not, i really saw.
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anyway, thanks yifang !
if it is not your accompany through phone.
i think i wont be able to get home.
=)
now, when i go home late.
i somehow do feel scare.
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jus now went for tution den went to cass' house.
i haven't done any revision yet.
gonna start soon.
oh, was at cass house chatting stuffs.
non-stop.
LOLS !
ky was at TM, shopping.
=.=
was actually intended to stay overnight at cass house.
but permission wont be granted, i think.
so i went off at 10 plus.
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cass is right. :)
- friends should accept who he/she is -
shall end here.
tml math paper 2.
all the best ppl. =)
have faith.

cass and mella jus left.
they came to my house to study.
yea.. english and physics.
i am feeling stress !
WAD IF I FAIL ENGLISH ?
where can i go ?
='(
damn.
well, today's chemistry was alright.
do-able.
=)
after chem went to cass house.
slack. hehes.
den mella's dad came to fetch us to school.
for english consultation with mrs yong.
after that go my house loh.
nothing special.
i slept for 2 hours.
gonna mug real hard for eng n physics le.
ALL THE BEST PPL !
=)
takecare.
-i am not me.-
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re-updated at 9.38pm.
i am shivering now.
i am so scare now.
was actually waiting for yifang at the senior citizen area to pass her something de.
but i am so unlucky to meet some DISGUSTING FUCKING IDIOT GUY !
damn... wtf !
he is so damn disgusting !
i took out my phone and took down wad he was actually doing.
but DAMN IT ! the phone was jus so slow !
SUCK !
i am scare, yet angry !
my modal ~ ahhhh........
yyyyyiiiiiiii fffffaaaaaannnnnnnggggggg !!!!
HELP ~~~~~~~

WELL !
socail studies DONE !
hope i didnt disappoint madam aliah.
i did try my VERY best.
ya, the SEQ.
i think is easy for me.
and i am glad. hahaz.
i explain very detailed.
i did answer to the question.
=))
as for math.
i did one careless mistake !
and it is the graph.
the rest still alright.
okays.
i did something that i should not do today..
but i had no choice..
i had already done it..
so, let see how things go ~
=))
never really studied chem today.
went to cass house.
her mum's shop restock !
and i got the chance to see the new clothes !
tried one.
OH MAN ~
it make me look damn slim.
LOLS !
ya, i bought it.
but cass's mum next time den give me.
gonna wear it when we go shopping at 17 !
=))
i feel sick today.
my nose keep AHHH CHEW-ing.
tough time concentrating.
DAMN !
no time for chem.
later got to REVISE THROUGH le.
going cass house agn tml.
for eng n physics.
=))
gonna take my leave now.
takecare ppl !
all the best for tml chem.
-OH MAN,it is back-

Here i am again !
lols.
to destress =)
alright, studied with ky from 12 noon to 10 pm !
cool !
WE REALLY STUDY.
even when we are in the toilet, we are still toking about SS.
HAHAz.
she came to my house at arund 12.
studied until 6 plus.
went to senior citizen area study again.
until 10pm.
LOLs.
we keep toking ~
but it is ALL about SS or math. =D
we ran to rm and back many times.
cos urgent ~ wan go toilet..
LOLS !
and the cars ~ so damn dangerous
*phew*
like siao cha bo !
but lucky, we memorise..
about 75% of it le.
HAPPY !
impt topics for SS:
-Merger and separation
-Northern Ireland(country divided)
-Industries Development
-Education and Health
-People
-Sustaining Development.
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alright tml going school early to meet elix wy n ky..
ALL THE BEST PPL !!
chiong for the last time ~
Believe in yourself !
cos i believe in you all too =D
BOOM !
-gone-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WY !!!
i trick you ytd night !!! HOHO ~
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i love today's MOON !
and i will always love the moon and the stars.
cos,
only they are the ones that understand how i feel.
only they know why i love them.
only they know.
i jus SIMPLY love them.
-i jus wan a simple life-
=))

at cass house now.
since this afternoon.
ky, cass, amron and i here.
=D
watching tv.
resting TIME.
going home soon.... =))
did alot of revision today too..
almost done with SS.
hahaz.
alright, back to mugging.
wont be using comp this few days.
DUN MISS ME !!! =))
and all the best for the big Os !!
-GONE!-
back on next FRIDAY !
byes...

came here jus to released my stress ~
ytd feeling damn stress bcos of my humans.
but now.
settled with it.
*phew*
jus need to memorise some case study will do.
TOURISM ~
i will try to love you. =.=
jus done revising it.
done some math jus now.
read ONE page of chem.
going off soon to do my physics and chemistry.
tml tution.
after that physics consultation.
i am still worry about my english although madam yati say is alright.
=(
iyah !
i jus hate NEXT week !
the big Os.
BUT !
after that............
MAN ~ RELAX TIME !
i can SHOP all i wan..
i jus look forward that day !
NOW ! ppl let fight all the way....
REMEMBER DUN SLACK !
think of your future ~
and have faith in yourself... =))
jia you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-tadas-
gone again.
anyway i think i say two gay jus now..

I FEEL STRESS !!!!!!!
I FEEL STRESS !!!!!!!
I FEEL STRESS !!!!!!!
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argh !!!!!
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well well well,
woke up at 3am...
SCREAM ~
i had actually plan to study for chemistry.
but i jus fall asleep.
feeling damn stress now.
DAMN CHERYL !
woke up at 7 plus and get ready to go school.
for humans.
reached early.
lesson today is on MAPs.
i sux at it ! damn.
4 marks for prelims. =.=
madam aliah encouraged me to drop development.
and start on either tourism or environment.
i took one whole hour with cass discussing to take tourism or environment.
OR continue with development.
in the end i chose TOURISM.
at first was like.
OMG, restart !? dead ~
but it is not that case.
i actually handle that topic quite well.
maybe because i travel alot in singapore.
almost all the CASE STUDIES i have been there before.
lols.
felt relieved after that.
but i still have SS ~
gosh !
5 BIG TOPICS.
left with two... =.=
very tired le..
MATHs.. haven even touch it. =.=
add math, got that one week. so alright.
physics, about to finish liao.
chemistry, HALF. damn... =((
okays.
shant stay with my comp too long.
gonna start with chemistry already.
tml meeting cherie EARLY in the morning.
jus to study. LOLS.
takecare PPL !
JIA YOU !!
REGINA ~ DUN GIVE UP ON CHEM, ALTHOUGH ITS SUX !
lols..
RMB, i have faith in you ~ =))
-tadas-
boom ! gone !

jus came back.
very tired.
this morning went back school at 8 plus.
studied alone until 10.
after that got alpha geog.
saw re, after their bio paper.
she said she lost that 6 marks.
GURL~ is ok. you have tried your best yea ?
you still have CHEM
=D so ya, JIA YOU !
px, said the paper ''okok..'' =.=
lols.
well, all the best ppl for the up-coming papers.
5 more days.
and my real battle will START.
shit.. feeling sick this feel days.
head keep spining.. @_@
i am not focus enough...
STUPID CHERYL !
MUS STAY FOCUS !
going off to mug soon. takecare peeps !
-tadas-
boom ! gone ~
$#@%$%^%$^$#@%$#@%
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all i hope everything had never happened.
looking at the past,
we are like strangers now.
that's not i want.
but wad can i do.
just let time heals everything.

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