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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
3:03 PM i dun understand. really i dun... why everybody's mother i so understanding yet the mother of mine is so unreasonable. i already try to tok it out nicely to her. yet she tick me off without listing wad i have done wrong. friends around me.. heard from them that their mother always listen to them.. understand them and care for them.. is it not that she didnt care for me, is jus that.. * i also dunno how to explain *. i understand that * jia jia you ben nan nian de jing *, i cant really compare to them.. but i really wish to have a family whom i can really confine my problems to.. whenever you encounter something, the first person you go to will be their mother or any of your family members right ? ya, when i encounter the pervert the last time.. i did not tell any of my family members. they know nothing until now ~ u can see how bad the relationship of my family and i were like.. i was lost at that time.. i had no one to go to.. now, only these few girls i can go to, and i appreciate their kindness. i am sick today so i cant attend my religious class tonight. i already explain that i cant go, i am really sick.. but she jus say this is an excuse. wad for i give this excuse ?? and she explain only if i go she will go. wth. jus bcos of some probs we encounter few months ago, she stop going to the classes. and she goes only if i goes.. sometimes, my bros and i were wondering has she really grown up ? unreasonable.. but i admit that they do care for us.. in fact they put in alot of efforts to bring us up.. we from a very poor family, everyday having problems for our meals, to a family that we can get wad we desires now.. i studied so hard jus to earn a little respect for my family. we were being looked down jus bcos we cant studied, we are poor. that is so ridiculous.. we cant study not bcos we are stupid.. we are poor not bcos we cant afford wad u ppl can afford alright.. i dun care who saw my this post. happy or not ~ is okay with me. i jus wan to say wad i am feeling now. and ya, i have no choice but to accompany my mum to religious class despite my acheness at my whole body. tml i have to go for some work training again. hope that everything went smoothly for me. byes. |
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